Monday, September 7, 2009

ode to one's self

chosen paths lead to different lives
hampers certain unions, aims for
individuality. freedom? aloneness.
neither wished for. but the
gamble initiated shall be recognized.
void of emotions, numb..empty even
immersed in self-loathing
liking one's self to the souls inside the
limbos of dante's hell
amidst these fires and pain and hell-hole
must go on. must move on..must.
oblivious of the throbbing inside one's head, just always
remember that after each ache, there's always, always reprieve.

3 comments:

  1. i like it. like catharsis, like going thru the feeling.. the process of feeling and unfeeling that is... it's like a solemn indulgence to free oneself, to have for oneself, reprieve - after all the anguish.

    you are getting there my friend.. the serene waters beckon you, waiting to bathe you off all affliction..

    soon you will be free. the skies shine for you, and welcome you to their company where lightness abound :)

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  2. yea...i prolly am getting there..tho' of course i still have those moments...but...yea, soon ;>

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  3. I find this so... apt to my current state of being.

    So... apt.

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